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Friend: 'Did see you that girl in white, she was hot man'.
Me: 'Where I didnt notice'
Friend: 'You missed it man, she was too good.'
Me: 'Hmm..! hey be it man, who cares.'
Friend: 'What did you just say? Who cares, you don't?'

There must be something seriously wrong with this guy. Now we are talking about a person always on the lookout for babes. He has an uncanny knack of falling in love every second day, if not earlier. Man her eyes are so deep, her hair so long, her smile takes my breath away, now thats what you call a figure. This is a routine affair.

'Every girl has something more to offer. Then why restrict yourself to just one girl.' The guy who always believed in the philosophy of 'more the merrier'; shunting a girl. What happened to the good old chap who saw, analysed & rated girls with aplomb. An absolute hottie (by any standards) went past him & he failed to even notice. There has to be something serious wrong with him. Either he is too distracted or else heavily attracted. A further inquiry is needed to unravel the truth.

Friend: 'Chal aaj dinner par chalte hai. Its been a while.'
Me: 'Yaar aaj mood nahi hai, phir kabhi'

Finally I had to literally drag him to the resturant. Starting with a few lead questions, I come to the point.

Friend: 'Spell out your beans man, who is she. If you are hesitant I will go talk to her. Atleast tell me who she is, may be I can help.'

Now I am in a self-denial mode.

Me: 'Kaun ladki tu kiske baat kar raha hai. Its all a pigment of your imagination. I am not seeing anyone.'

Finally after being hard pressed, I finally tell him about this amazing girl I met. Since the day I saw her, man have I been all over her.

Friend: Beta, it happens with you all the time, ladki dekhi nahi ki shuru ho gaye. But after some time the same truly beautiful women turns out to be a dud & your feelings turn out to be nothing more than infatuation.

Me: No buddy this time I am serious. I love this girl. It happens with me most of the times but this time its different. I know it is.

Friend: Well thats what you always say.

Well he is right, I get smitten by damsels often, but does that mean I can't be in love. I admit, I had a very casual attitude towards the girls I had been seeing. I had no intention but to fool around with them.

Then how do I know this is well & truly it?

I can spend hours to just gazing at her beauty without a hint of boredom. Each time I meet her I discover a new facet of her personality. There is that charisma about her that makes you feel so very special. I feel elated when I am with her. She is the only one on my mind, there is so much I want to tell her, so much I want to hear. I just know that it is not just another one of my infactuations. The feeling ecstasy when she is around says it all.

On the hindside, there is but one test to go: the test of time.

I talk to her often but it just happens that we bump into each. Thats now, but what about later, when our interactions are bound to reduce (for obvious reasons, college has almost ended for me atleast) Will I have still the same feelings for her? I am off in a few days to the city of dreams, Mumbai. I am bound to meet & interact with more people. Will that interst, those feelings, the passion sustain when she is away. What if I fall for someone else. Can my feelings stand this test? One can only contemplate, time will tell that, meanwhile what I for all I can say

Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great.

posted by Shashank Jain @ 8:44 AM