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Men will be men

Somethings never change, atleast not so easily, one of them is guys. Now you can change a habit but not the 'tendency'. Its natural for a guy to be infactuated by a pretty lady. Hey if you happen to know a gorgeous girl & better you are friends with her, its but natural for you to be all over the girl. Now the what the girl thinks is another story but the guy would leave no stone unturned to make her feel 'special'.

'There is no harm in flirting as long as there is no one whom it is hurting', I reckon. Well let us be candid about it, though women may never admit it, but even they enjoy being flattered. The guy raking in a moolah about her looks, loading her with compliements, blabing blabing all day till his throat & mind both wear out; but the girl still does't relent (how heartless was that). If the guy doesn't hit upon the girl, under normal circumstances, there is something really wrong with his orientation towards women.

The stage is now set, if things fall in place very soon the two good friends will be a couple or they will fall apart & perhaps remain just...you know what. Now I have done my bit to woo this truly amazing girl ('n' I mean it from the bottom of my heart) but she has given me confusing signals. Either she is shy (highly unlikely) or she is not intersted and wants to be 'just freinds'. Very well then if she is having her qualms, its her choice, life moves on.

I tell you what I met this wonderful girl in the college the other day. I was supposed to be taking my examination but I ended up being mezmerised. All of the time I kept staring at her & she just smiled. She took my heart that very instant.The best part is, not only is she hot 'n' beautiful but above all very sweet & gentle. She has that elegance & sophistication that every guy wants in his girl. I was, I admit absolutely smitten by this living angel.

So much so that instead of writing my paper I ended up writing hers. At that instant she was more important to me than even the exam, end of all when she sweetly pecked my cheek, with her hand though, & said thanks..... oh man! I was in seventh heaven.

If you think I am a casanova, think again. I have said it & I say it again I love that girl. But neither am I a Romeo & nor is she Juliet. Lets be practical, if she doesn't care for my feelings, I don't care for her. 'Love but don't expect' such notions are passé. If she thinks that I am her toy which she can play with have fun & then discard, then she is in for a rude shock. I refuse to be a pupet in her hands whom she can dance to her tunes. If you are not interseted neither am I & as they say 'there are plenty of fish in the pond.' (as I just found out)

Some of you may find me to be harsh, arrogant & impatient but I am what I am. Love me or hate me but I cannot pledge my self respect at the mercy of anyone.

Love for me has a meaning only if it is reciprocated, one sided feelings can only lead to only pain, pain ....'n' more pain
& all that in nothing but vain.

posted by Shashank Jain @ 5:27 AM