my log

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Its phenomenal, if you are destined for something, you get it. I would have never thought in my wildest of dreams that such a thing would happen to me. Life is certainly one up on our imagination. Truth may belie all our expectations.

I was in my third semister of MBA. Perhaps it was one the gloomiest period of my stint at Amity. I was fighting a battle of my own, it seemed my entire life had come to a standstill. I had forgotten how to even smile. The uncertainity in my life kept peeving into my head. It was then I ran into a seemingly ordinary junior. It was what I said or the way I said it that she didn't like. She termed me as 'rude', I had many pressing issues pounding me, I didn't pay much heed what I termed as 'a smart ass comment'.

I hardly conversed with this girl for the rest of the semister. Time moved on but that girl didn't fade away from my memory. OK boss I liked her so what. What do you expect me, go & apologise to her. After six odd months of the instance, didnt appeal to me. It was out of the blue that I made ammends with her & gradually became pally. Soon it was apperent that I had a spark for her. But could this actually result into fire or it was just a buble waiting to burst. I could only contemplate the outcome.

By the time we became 'friends, it was time to say goodbye. It was becoming clearer to me day by day that she was the one who made my heart flutter. But then what is love without being loved. I was clueless about her feelings. There was soo much that we still needed to do before I could prop up the question. Experience makes you wiser. When you propose the woman of your dreams, she is the one, the only one for you. The sense, the feeling of love should come from within your heart.

Then I got a move on to Mumbai. I thought that would the end of that. Call it destiny or sheer co-incidence I was posted in Delhi. Something, some where was unfinshed, I guess. Somehow we had not left on a very happy note. There was a kind of a cold war going on with no one willing to relent.

Its ironical, I keep thinking of her when she is not around. But when I am, her ravishing self spell bounds me. The sheer mention of her gives me goosebumps. The whole day I keep revering about her. She charms me, ignites my passion. My life has been given a new dimensional by her sheer presence. I want to excel, now just for myself but for us.

posted by Shashank Jain @ 9:19 AM